Once upon a time , there's a soul who was very kind . Unfortunately , I fell for his trap , I was so happy whenever I see him . Over the years/months , he started to change and oh boy I was very dissapointed and sad . I never imagine such a thing to happen . I'm not gonna elaborate much on this because I dont know what else to say but just so you know he turned out to be a very bad person . So unexpected . I feel so stupid . Now then I realised that he is a mephistopheles or maybe a devil in disguise ? hmmm . Excuse me , this has nothing got to do with Love .

I know this is my second time posting this picture . There's a reason why I post it again .

I managed to sit for hours and finish up 90 % of my homeworks . I'm so freaking stress when I see the Maths ten years series . Maybe too much of other subjects , my mind went blank when I look at those Maths questions . So I shall keep it for tomorrow . As for today , woke up as early as 7am for the talk . There goes my beautiful Saturday morning . sigh . After the talk , went home and quickly changed . We went to ParkwayParade , had our lunch and then off to Aussino . Spent hours there and I ended up carrying the heaviest paper bag . sigh . After that went home . So that's my Saturday . Completely very boring .

I want my hair to grow this long . Gonna make it my 2010 resolution (:

Anyhoo , Happy Birthday Grandmum , I loveyou veryberrymerrycherrystrawberry much (:

Hello . So sorry for the lack of updates . Been away for 5 days right ? haha . Been busy with school , had coaching lessons everyday and I'm back to my CCA . Hopefully it last long , okeh shhh ! Hmmm , homeworks are pilling up and almost all of it due this Monday . Serve me right for procrastinating even though this is my major year . Sigh . Typical shahidah . hahaha . Thought of doing half of it tonight while watching teeve . Multitask uh , hopefully I can do it . But confirm I'll be watching teeve most of the time . Sigh .

School . Well it's hectic now . I'm having class test almost everyday , yeaa secondary 4 whutt you expect huh ? & I managed to study every night . hahah . Let's hope this continue until O levels . Homeworks are pilling up and I'am finding time to finish it up . Busy like a bee mayne . I've been attending training for the past few weeks , not gonna say much about it . Let's hope this will continue till April . & I find the C div girls very cute . hahah .

Friends . They are awesome . Always there whenever I need someone to talk , crap , irritate and gossip to . Which humans in this world never gossip ? Even though I can be such an ass at times , always talk about hott guy and stuffs but they are always there to listen to my crap and entertain me . I love you laa (: No one can replace you guys , you are so awesome (:

Family . My pillar of strength . Thankyou for all those encouragement , Love , Happiness and everything . Maybe I don't show that I really love , care and whatsoever towards the family because I'm always in my own world , hahah , and doesn't take things seriously at times . But just so you know , I'm always here if you guys need help and I love each and everyone of you very much . You guys complete my life . I will try my very best to do my very best in the O levels and make each and everyone of you proud .

What else ? Myself ? Hmm . Nothing much , I'm in the process of getting over hott guy . Yarh right , I've been saying the same thing for the past 3 years , crap only shahidah . But I guess it's time to move on and stop all this stuff . I was like so irritated by this hott guy story that I actually say something to my 1/4 decade friends which make me go OH-AM-GEE-THIS-IS-SO-NOT-GOING-TO-HAPPEN . hahahah , youknow Iknow public dontknow . shhh ! Just so you know , this is just a joke , I seriously don't want that to happen . ahahahahhahahahah ! ewwww .

Okeh in summary , Live life to the fullest . Don't care what others think about you . Always think positive and you'll go faaaaaaaaar !& don't forget to show some Love at the tagboard . XOXO .

Love , Me (:

Dear Hott Guy with love (:

I want to get over you la-la-la-la but I don't think I can , so too bad eh-eh-eh-eh . hahahahah .

Okeh I'm so bored right now , I should find something exciting to do . Hmm , what should I do ? You tell me now . Oh , I've been reading magazines for the past few days and they're all talking about Valentine's Day . Sigh . The only special thing about Valentine's Day to me is I'll get to see people holding a bouquet of beautiful flowers every where . HAHAH . How cute mayne . Oke this is so random and stupid . Sorry .

I was on tumblr.com and I found this . Oh wonderful (:

Hello hello (: I'm so glad todaaay is Fridaaay , TGIF !(: I'm so glad !! hahah . Oh well , school was fine . Nothing much happened todaay . It was short and simple because I had 2 tests todaay , Maths & English . Hmm , I'm actually quite glad that MissTay ask us to do the concept map for every chapter . Even though it's kind of troublesome but look at the bright side , I actually managed to revise on the cells structure and organisation chapter which we studied in January last year . See , everything happens for a reason .

I know I'm not supposed to update on this but I got the burning desire to do so . As long as I see him in school , I don't think I can get over him 100% , see I'm telling the truth . hahaha . But when I say I want to get over him , I really mean it oke . It's easy to say but hard to show . You get what I mean ? Oh well , I still love him . hahahaha . So hard to hide this feeling . My heart always beat like a band parade . I always tell this to my 1/4 decade friends , hahaha . Let me insert some Biology facts here , hahahaha , it may sound ewwwww or whatsoever yo but still this is my blog , if you don't like it , don't read . Each time I see hott guy , my adrenal gland will produce a hormone known as Adrenaline which stimulates my heart-rate and it will feel like a band parade . So you get what I mean so far ? Adrenaline will be produce when you're stress or in physically exhilarating situations. Yes stress ! But for my case it's not the oh-my-God-im-so-stress kind of thing , it's just a normal too-happy-and-don't-know-how-to-react-infront-of-him kind of stress . Hmm , you get what I'm saying ? sigh , why must I have this kind of feeling , why MrHypothalamus ? Why do you make me think of him so much ? You know , when you are in love or what so ever , ask your brain because they are responsible for the decision-making and stuffs . Stop asking your heart , they only pumps blood . Do you agree ? Say yes please , I don't like to talk to myself . Whoaaseh , I sound like as if I'm so into Biology but when it comes to test or exams , I go haywire .  hahahah .

You see MrHypothalamus , it's painful oke . Another thing , sigh , each time I check my blog (most of the time) , all I see is dead tagboard . I'm not being a desperado or whatsoever but I really want to know if there's people reading my blog or not . I feel like I'm talking to myself , then might as well I write in my diary right . hahah . Oke laa , I won't force you , I'm thankful enough that I've people who actually come to my blog , Thankyou yo ! But it will be wonderful if you could show some love at my tagboard (:

There's a reason for eveything . Please appreciate your brain honey , what's the use of having forebrain , hindbrain and midbrain if you don't use it wisely ?. hahah . Too much of biology , it really affects my life mayne . You may check out this website and study about your brain and start to appreciate it sweetie .

Have you ever see flying Biology textbook before ? I can demonstrate for you (:

Hello , school was fine yo ! Nothing exciting happened , I'm so glad that I'm over him . But funny thing is , my dear heart still beat like a band parade each time I see him . But oh well , I'm trying my best to ignore it . Besides hott guy , studies were fine todaaay . I'm so glad there's no mass run todaay , I'm so lazy to run . hehhe .

Hmm , I was on tumblr.com and I saw this . I'm no longer in love but this thing caught my attention . hahha . Did I just say that I'm no longer in love ? hehhe okeh shHhHh ..

I really don't know what else to blog about . Till my next post , takecare (:

Hello . Oh well todaaay is Sundaay , can dear time , fly S  L  O  W  L  Y  . Tomorrow is Mondaaay , darn it's so stressing yaknow . Lessons after lessons then coaching lessons and then homeworks . I feel like I'm working because I'll be busy from 7am and all the way to 6 or 7pm , then I can shake leg a lil bit . Thinking of O levels , make me scared . I wonder what will happened to me , can I memorize all the facts ? Can I make it ? But as long as I believe in myself , then I guess there's some hope .

For now , studies , family and friends are the most important things in my life . Others are not important and yes , it's time to move on , I've no time to think about crushes and all because the only guy that I used to have crush on , definitely doesn't care about me so why should I ? K enough .

Well I did say in my previous post , that this is my major year and I don't think I need to go out that often but still , I feel like going out . I want to breath fresh air , I'm done with my homeworks can somebody ask me out ? hahahhaa . Sigh , forget it . I might as well stay at home and entertain myself with what ever that's available .

Oke till my next post , takecare ya'll . Don't forget to show some Love (:

Hello ! I'm so glad todaay is Saturday , I miss waking up late , watching teeve in the morning , having breakfast and stuffs . I'm so freaking glad that it's weekend now . wooohooo ! Well I've no plan for todaay , it's my major year , so I don't think I need to go out that often . I'm going to try my super best to finish up all my homeworks . My brain needs to start working . Well nothing much happened yesterday , school was short and simple . Had lunch after school with my awesome friends at KFC , we took so long to decide where to have our lunch . Too lazy to travel to Northpoint so we decided to have lunch near NSS . It's not even crowded like it used to be , I wonder why . After lunch , we proceeded back home . Hmm , alright , I shall end my post here . Takecare .

HAH ! Don't forget to tag yo ! Be lovely and show some Love , hehhe .

I've nothing to update so let me post some pictures : self-obsessed part TWO . yaknow why two ? because my dear Life'sGood went haywire just now and the file went missing so self-obsessed part ONE was deleted i think . sighs .

Okeoke , I'll not post all or you guys will run awaaay and never come back . hahah . So yeaah other pictures will be post randomly . Alright takecare all .